I have been faithful for all this time but my patients are wearing thin now and i find myself think about it all the time. He has Ed but has done nothing to fix it or deal with it. he has been telling me he needs time for 8 years.He says he decided he did not want to used the medical products because he doesn't trust them. He wont even go to a doctor at a clinic to get tested to see if it is an option. i just see the lack of interest in me in general. I have talked to hi abut it so many times and said i needed him to show me through some kind of actions that he cares and that words mean nothing anymore to me. He shows very little and for a few days and then goes back to nothing.
I am now starting to feel ridicules and foolish now because i have been taken advantage of before. I am seeing a pattern now but this one really hurts because my grand kids really like him. I feel so damaged now but also feel like i still have room in my heart to move on now. I didn't feel this before this is new in the last year that feel that this needs to end. My problem is he has a broken credit score now so he is not able to rent a place. I fell so trapped in this relationship now. I have so much passion to offer but no one to be with that wants it from me. The only person that wanted it was my ex abusive husband and i didn't want to give anything to him.
How do i ask someone to move out when i know he cant even get anyone to rent to him.