Welcome to my world Rod, you can try a bubble a machine but to be honest its not the same, a fish tank is relaxing to some, trying that myself but it causes more stress unless you keep it simple. I could never figure out what being normal means, I don't think I like normal
I do get told more often than not, mostly by my family. wait for it, no that's to cruel to let you wait this what they say ' why can't you just be normal '
my reply is how can I be normal if I don't know what normal is
' be like me they say ' my answer, no thanks I like being me
the truth is they would not have me any other way but they just won't admit it
an example Mothers Day, what would you like for mothers Day mum ? oh oh I know can I have a new jigsaw ? reply 'are you serious Mum why can't you have flowers, chocolates,or perfume like normal mothers '
why the hell ask me then
. I wrote all this just to see if I can be boring
even though it is true
what I wrote I mean x