Thank you Fullofhumour. It takes a lot of time to heal. Afterward people become more strong, but I think they were already strong for living in a bad relationship.
It takes also time to be ready to meet other people. One day, the smile is there again ... and it is so wonderful to smile again...
if you find a little time today, go to the mirror and take a good long look, and give yourself that smile, you are a lovely person inside and out, your personality shines, thats why so many people like you. so give it a go , smile all day no matter what. because when I think of you today I will smile, because you have made laugh and smile many times your fun to know,